last the cursed day that saw my arrival in this sordid world has gone!
course yesterday was cursed to 21/10 every damn year!
It has been many years and yet here are useless in this world to wander, without knowing the reason of my birth, it is certainly not a good reason, consoderando that everything he touches or approaches m strasforma keep close to me . Never once it turns into something beautiful and lasting for me, I'm cursed hell even when he is also cursed by the evil thing can come out?
Nothing apart from the vacuum, or something worse, though perhaps worse than anything I know that there is nothing. However, this bloody day is over, now it will take 364 days before he comes back well, and if I'm lucky, at least once (which is very difficult, as me) maybe rieuscirò to stop the arrival of that day, we hope but not m'illudo about it.
You may wonder why I exist dear regular readers, do not be offended, I doubt anyone but me reads my lucubrazioni useless on my life, basically I do not find many comments, then read what I write is it just me, and I think it also fair, however, resume the conversation, pretending that someone reads these lines, the obvious answer, but I desired my untimely demise, I am not able to terminate, for two very important reasons.
The first, because I and physical pain are enemies since time immemorial, (I am older than time itself) so I'm not capable of hurting my body voluntarily, because if I fail then I end up just as happened in the past with pain but I do not die.
The second reason, they are looking for someone to love me enough to put an end to my days, making me the courtesy to kill me, but since Hell even I'm cursed, I can not find this pious soul who wants to help me.
How can a being like me to find someone to love me?
can not!
Certainly, however, which is really a pain in the ass having to keep living like this! I was born
all wrong from head to foot, when a star is born under adverse like me, would be lucky to die at birth, these days I feel like babies who have died due to our very efficient health care, because it is not happened to me I was born?
But no! When I was born, with all the evil that I bring in and distribute it out with great efficiency, no nurse is crazy, no doctor fought in the delivery room ... in short, no one thought to let me die, and when after about two months since my birth, I tried to correct the mistake made by doctors to let me live, that's another damn doctor saved my life.
A disgrace!
All this talk is to say that yesterday was my damn birthday!
Thinking about this, I know!
No, it does not, all this talk to say that I find a good soul that will not help me get to the next ...
Your Black Angel!
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